what do i reallly want?pondering over it for so long.
i actually cried.
looked at myself and feels disgusted.
why and when did i changed so much.
please . someone, guide me back.
i feel so lost.
im not supposed t be like that.
i don't feel good now.
god, it feels awful ......................................
okay never mind. i lost............
i admit defeat.
enough , is enough.