these few days my mind hadn't been onn the right track.
seems like trap in my own world cuz of some family prob .
but am so glad that dear is always by my side , supportng me.(:
love him so much..
had to wake up so early this morn t go do proj at rp.
so discuss some points and chtted alot w leonard jx and scott.
thn cab t vivo t look for eugene and andrew.
happy t see them though .
hahahas.
nonsense alot alot ah. then shawn came also.
hahaha...
thn went raffles place t meet baby.
so happy t see him . and happy thing is his released early today.
earlier thn i expected. hahahahas
thn had dinner at westcoast.
and dear send me homee.
(((((:
cant wait for 101110.
ham ham! :D awaiting ~
hees.

today dear dear meet me at 7plus and we wantd t go tiong t have breakfast..
but changed mymind. decided not t go formorn class, cuz scott nvr go. and
cuz i'm not well :(
thn realised only leonard went. jx also nvr go. Lol.
so dear and i went jp for toast egg and milo :D
thn pei pei dear dear go funan.
ages since i last went there... lots of memories . andd many flashbacks when i stepped in .
don't really like the feeling.. cuz i'm missing them so badly .
work colleagues im refering to.
hm.. thn had drinks at mac while waiting for dear2.
(:
thn ard 12 dear pei me go take train and i went back school, t look for jx and leonard.
scott came ard 1plus.
printed notes and went up class.
i was dozing off during the lecture.. plus it's freaking cold in there.
i was like shivering :(
and there's quiz tmr , sad.
gt confidence though. cuz it's eng tmr. hehe
scared 22 out of 30 for the qs quiz, not really good.
but it's definitely more than 80% . so dear, u owe me one outng .
haha as u promised .
hee.
prawning this fri~~
yay yay yay yay~
I did enjoyed myself alil at sch today but nt that much maybe cuz of body temp..
well, i seriously can't wait for the batam trip 2weeks later!!
CUZ DEAR IS ALSO JOINING US(:
hees, i gotta prepare clothes and stuffs soon..
hopefully his leave is approved.
thn it'll be my first trip w dear2. ^^
and i'm like running a high fever now .:(
want t turn in already , like can't take it anymre :(
anw, will be gg down sas t collect my cert tmr .
for cbs. hahahas.
thn will be waitingg for dear2 to knock off . (:
tiring day tmr , i guess............
bye~

boring sat .
but love the end . hehehes
went out ard 9 to meet dear at causeway for movie..
watched paranormal activity2.
sucks okay. don't watch.. super stupid .
then had mac w dear .
cinnamon melts is nice~~
had this talk w dear2.. felt so much better. (:
really love him...............................
^^
thn dear dear sent me home.
love the sweet moment spent w him(:
v satisfied.
and dear, i still feel so bad tht i overslept today :x

go meet dear at jp t have his hair cut .
thn saw dear's mummy. she's so funny lo :x but nice!
thn we had lunch at billy bombers.
v enjoyable!
after tht we went dhoby.
wanted t go collect my cert, but just cant get in ):
sad la.
thn pei dear go ps look for his friend(:
thn walk t orchard. had our v first pool session . dear damn pro la!
anw, went his house after pool.
feel so sick le. that i slept throughout the journey t his house.
:x
hehe
and his doggie is super cute lo.
just like his gf :P
hehehehs
im growing stronger, day by day.

there's many times i feel as if my heart had died .
i guess its due to the stress lately ..
i don't know.
projs not done, dont even have the mood to do anything .
but well, i really enjoyed myself today!
after school , i went home t really rest and went t meet ting2
studied tgt... and had dinner .
then darling came t meet me awhile(:
it just feels good t see him, always .
was really unwell, but i still press on .. hopefully one day i can fully recover....
before 9, scott called .
accompany him t dear's shop and get a iphone cover .
and t eat.....
im still holding on .
after scott and alan left, i went t look for singwei .
chatted awhile w him and realised im really bad t have done those .
my mind is in a mess now . reallyyyyyy.
anw, so happy t go back tgt w darling .
just hoping tht tmr will be a success. (:
MEANS i will be able t go prawning w dear...

nvr feel this way before, but i really feel so blessed !
Ytd , met up w sh . and went woodlands t study .
managed t really study afew topics for today's test .
thn , had a really fun time w dear in the cold storage. lol
he's always so nonsense!
anw today woke up late and quickly rush t prepare t go school.
thought im latee but actually its 930 for the test :s
met deardear at je and he send me t school.
met scott and walk t school tgt .
the test is easy........ except for one question tht really stump me .
haha cuz i didn't study tht topic :x
anw, im home now . plan t study a little and go causeway meet tingting t study again..
thn meet mh for dinner and wait for that fat ass t knck off frm work :P
hehe.
i miss that fat ass dear ! :P
prawning tmr YAY!

ovrslept and missed the first lesson today .
couldn't get to sleep until 7am ):
ok then when i woke up at 8, quickly call dear and went to prepare .
but decided not t go for the first lesson so asked scott t help me mark my attendance
as if i came . Lol.
thn dear cab over t my place and we went for breakfast tgt
it really feels v good seeing him!
cuz im able to see his annoying face :P
hahahaaa.
accompanied tht fat ass to work and i went over t meet jx and leonard when scott
went t get lunch .
had this meetup in the canteen and they really suanned me.. tsk.
lol.
after lunch , touched up on the proj and went for es lesson.
enjoyed it again !
passed the quiz, but felt that i've not done well enough ):
i could have done better , i know i can .
nvm, was released early today ard 415.
went t meet mh at je and train t jp .
had mos and told her about some things . haha(:
we went ard and look for some skirts but nothing t my liking ):
i really got t sleep early. didn't have a good rest for alrdy 3 days ):
keep thinking about the batam trip w dear !
i miss him ):