life should be great.
have got no time to blog.
either im studying or i'm out.
sleeep sleep and sleep.
but 8plus went to meet shihui.
i juz reached home at 1am juz nw. damn tiring.
supposed t have a haircut w shihui but the salon's closed-.-
well we went to slack and while i waited for him to come.
we both went wcp. and ea went home ):

oh man. im like so deadd
not done with my assignments , yet.
still have to be in school tmr.
tho there isnt any lessons for this week.
(:
im much better now.
i will be(:

im lke at imm now with some ah siaos.
caannot really concentrate. veryvery distracting
i must really know my aims.
but i feel really lost now :/
i want to have more time with you.

im sick nowwwwwwwwwwwwwww.:(
having a high fever :(
but i still went sch today.
else i will be debarred from another paper zz.
english was fun today.
as usual la.
but i feel so sleepy that i could barely concentrate
had a talk with mr. jeffery after class. thank god he allows me to resit -.-
thn i go tp to meet yikai for lunch.
had bk :D
ohmyggggggggggggggggggggggg. im so sleepy.
sighhh.
i really missyou already .
:D
i wanna watch movieeeeessssssssssssssssssss.
with someone .
hee

i waited 6hours ............. zzz YES. SIX!
well, nevermind.
(:
its juz so last minute anw.
didnt go to sch today.
should hav went if i know i have to wait for soooooo long.
oomggggg.
but when i was about to leave, thn replied.
went up for awhile and thn went for dinner.
thn watch them played bball.
waited for shihui to come.
lol.
sometimes, i juz find that it's so not worth.
please, don't assume.
clarify if it matters, don't make an ass out of you and me.
and if it doesnt, stfu.
goodnight.
and really thanks to these ppl who have been by my side.
whethrr is it comforting me, entertaining me, chatting or advising me,
thanks!
ppl like , meihui, shihui, yi kai, wuhao, adrian, zeo and of cuz yu tat :p
appreciated.

what do i reallly want?pondering over it for so long.
i actually cried.
looked at myself and feels disgusted.
why and when did i changed so much.
please . someone, guide me back.
i feel so lost.
im not supposed t be like that.
i don't feel good now.
god, it feels awful ......................................
okay never mind. i lost............
i admit defeat.
enough , is enough.

i'm sick again.
:-(
having a high fever. sucks man.
only slept for 2 hours today.
slept at 6am , woke up at 8am for sch.
but fall asleep again and woke up ard 930.
prepared and dragged myself to sch ><
enjoyed the lesson taught by her always(:
thn went to meet xuefen, and lina.
had swensens.
thn meet meihui(:
ate at mos.
feel so sick today zz
like a walking corpse ><
:( should i go sch tmr?????????

didn't feel like going to school today.
so i went baby's house.(:
and it's like early in th morn when he's still sleeping :D
hahahas.
but in the end its me who fell asleeeeeeep :X
heehee.
afte that we went jp.
to have lunch and baby accompanied me till xuefen and ea came.
we went to window shop ard.
wa juz realised there are many things i wana get.
i also wanna watch toy story!
wooooooooooooooo..........................................
time is so limited now. got to study.
byes

disappointed.
i hope i won't be.(:
miss baby :(
but i think he missed me more than i missed him:)
ahhhhhhhhh i'm so sleepyy.
ytd was bad.
late for sch
11plus reach class ><
cuz went plaza sing to get a drink first.
but...................regretted going.
cuz i saw someeeee...............................
haha nvm(:
thn went home.
studied abit.
gonna meet shihui later.
(:
study session.

sch's boring.
totally no mood today.
sorry that i scare you guys :-(
left str after micro econs ended .
boring day man.
a day that i really need to be alone.
i miss you baby.
it's been 22months.
^^ love you.
and i really need to rest more.
keep falling asleep in lectures ><
nights all.
and , before i end this post,
i apologise if i hurt you in any way k.
i'm sorry.
it wasn't intentional.
:-(

woke up to meet meihui for breakfast.(:
first time dining at ah mei cafe.
tell you, the ice milk tea sucks.
but love the toast. :D
i really need to save up, cuz i got loads to buy.
^^
shopping madness.
got another cardigen from cotton on(:
thats all i bought today:(
thn we all decided to go jp!
i met baby to go tgt.(:
wanted to catch marmaduke tgt with meihui they all also.
but i scared tht i will fall asleep.
so..
we went shopping instead.
:D
thanks for the iphone casng babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy:P
sorry made you spend so much ):
went home to sleeeeeeeeeep...
lucky im done w my report.
otherwise, dead.
-.-
i hope kirin's coming sch tmr........................................................................
life's boring...........

i got to start studying now.
got to prove her wrong.
and i need to change myyyyyyyyyyyy attitude.....
it sucks.
so stress lately.
many projects not done. in deep shit.
got to really mug now :-(

sucksssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss ttm.
no mood go sch today.
i toleratedddddddd okay. i said nothing.
send baby off to sch first. as in wait for bus(:
went vivo thn tanjong pagar.
broke down and cried..................seriously cannot take it.
i promise to go sch tmr. and i will.
don't know whats wrong with me today. sucks man.
went jp alone thn meihui came and meet me(:
baby toooooo(:
lols.
like so brokeeeeeee. hate the feeling.
used to buy whatever i like without considering.
pathetic la now><
and i miss kirin ):
pls get well soon k,so that we can continue those nonsense. hahah.
only she knows what i mean.
class is like damn boring now.
i seriously got to study now.
wanna get good grades, and tht will shut her up.
* i wanna fall in love with you like how i did, 2years back.
i love you.

i think something bad's gonna happen. always trusted my gut feeling.
m afraid ):
im supposed to be happy today. yea, supposed.
but apparently i'm not.
i need to find myself back soon.
i need to talk to someone..

can't help it but thought about ytd.
sweet's adorable :D
heees.
had dinner ytd at clark quey. drink alil.(:
thn went jp.............
collected the tics for shrek 3D.
enjoyed the movieeeeee.((:
and thanks for sending me home((:
woke up at 10plus when im supposed to be in sch at 1030.
nice one.
got prepared and went to school for micro econs.
reached there about 11plus.
when the class thought i ll onlyreach at 12.
they expected tht i ll be late :s
hahaha.
left ard 330 during business admin......
went imm to meet meihui.((:
heeeees.
at least my moood got better after seeing her, thanks girl(:
i really hope that you can stop whatever you're doing.
it's really irritating and really annoys me ttm.
i look okay doesnt means i am.
i don't speak a word doeesnt mean i don't care.
don't force me to make things ugly.
that would be the last thing i ever want to do.